What the start looks like.

 09/02/2024

            Life is just hard. When you think you are going down one path, another one shows up without any signs. First, today is the perfect day to reset everything and make it all under one clean shot. To me, it seems like everything, and everyone has been attacking me. Even within my marriage, there have been bigger rifts, and I do not even know what to do. I have been hurt so badly that I do not even know what to do. The words of marriage are indeed just a saying anymore. The people of today do not know how to follow the rules of marriage and it is sad. This has even hit me at home, and I am all over the place because of it right now. The thing is I do not know the next step of this, and I will figure it out.

            Finishing my BA degree is so close. I have roughly 5 more classes and I am done. This has been one of the biggest things in my life that I have fought for, and I am shooting for this. Will I be taking this degree to Master's? That I do not know. What I am truly wanting is that I feel that I am showing life that there is more out there than I have had. Things come easy for some people and no they do not come easy to me. It is because my heart is so big, and I am always wanting to help that I feel that I do not know how to ask for help. The only way that I see this happening is just changing. This is what a lot of people do not do but I will.

            Since I’ve got the job at Sheetz I have had no problems whatsoever. I go, clock in, and do my job. Then I leave. Life has not been even that hard. The funny thing is that there is a person who does not like me because she says I'm “too nice”. What do I say to that is so what? There is no reason to be mean, so why should I not be nice to the person? The next thing is all the no-call no-shows. This is one of the biggest issues that I am seeing. Companies need to go back to if you can not call to let us know you're not showing up then bye! Then besides that, I am in the step-up program, and I am looking forward to bigger and better things.

            The school year for the kids has started and it is in full mode.

Braydonn- He is in 10th grade. I am just dumbfounded. I remember when he was just starting school and now look at him. 2 more years and he will be done with K-12! Wow just wow.

Raven-She is getting ready to start her 8th grade year. I remember when I met her and now look time is just moving.

Luke- My 2nd grader. This boy is always going to have a hard time but the big thing this year is he is riding the bus. To me, that is a big deal because I have always worried about that myself, but he is showing me up.

Lilly- My kinder girl just started her journey, and I know that she is going to rock these next 12 years.

            I will be having a copy of all these blogs written just in case something happens to the website or I get locked out or anything. Until the next blog!

RDBaggott

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